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claudia:

antikris:

catedunn:
This is pretty awesome.  I cant stand when people have pics of their engagement rings, wedding shots, or shots of their sonogram as their main pic.  Maybe it’s because I am such a bitch or maybe it’s because it’s just retarded.  It really could be one or the other…xx The AntiKris


Devil’s advocate:
Am I missing something? I’m always excited for my friends when they have exciting news, like an engagement. (Maybe ‘cause my best girl friend is getting married.)
Is that too earnest? Oh, probably.
I can see why it’s annoying when someone’s Facebook is ONLY about their wedding or baby or whatever.

I feel obligated to feel happy for my friends. But on the other end, I cannot stop feeling sorry for myself, that they are moving towards the  different stages of life while our similarity ends upon graduation from college.
It feels like they are entering real “adulthood” whereby getting a job, being in a stable relationship, thinking about joint savings, housing, marriage becomes the norm while comparatively speaking, my life would forever be stuck at the stage of the awkwardness of a 16 year old.
So I am afraid, that one day there would be nothing left in common between us and our conversations would come to an end. They would be married, busy with kids, with a life that revolves around the family unit. And I, would still be single, alone and living with the parents. Such realism makes me very afraid and reluctant to accept the future.

jessicagoldharalson:

claudia:

antikris:

catedunn:

This is pretty awesome. I cant stand when people have pics of their engagement rings, wedding shots, or shots of their sonogram as their main pic. Maybe it’s because I am such a bitch or maybe it’s because it’s just retarded. It really could be one or the other…xx The AntiKris

Devil’s advocate:

Am I missing something? I’m always excited for my friends when they have exciting news, like an engagement. (Maybe ‘cause my best girl friend is getting married.)

Is that too earnest? Oh, probably.

I can see why it’s annoying when someone’s Facebook is ONLY about their wedding or baby or whatever.

I feel obligated to feel happy for my friends. But on the other end, I cannot stop feeling sorry for myself, that they are moving towards the different stages of life while our similarity ends upon graduation from college.

It feels like they are entering real “adulthood” whereby getting a job, being in a stable relationship, thinking about joint savings, housing, marriage becomes the norm while comparatively speaking, my life would forever be stuck at the stage of the awkwardness of a 16 year old.

So I am afraid, that one day there would be nothing left in common between us and our conversations would come to an end. They would be married, busy with kids, with a life that revolves around the family unit. And I, would still be single, alone and living with the parents. Such realism makes me very afraid and reluctant to accept the future.

1 year ago

July 15, 2008
reblogged via jessicagold-deactivated20091225